I never knew exactly what that something was, but I knew afterward that it was an important healing of my mind, and that I had to be injected with a paralytic drug—depression—to keep myself still while the healing was accomplished.
I never knew exactly what that something was, but I knew afterward that it was an important healing of my mind, and that I had to be injected with a paralytic drug—depression—to keep myself still while the healing was accomplished.
我当时并不清楚那是什么，但事后自会明了，那是我心灵非常重要的一个治愈过程；我也明了了，我必须挨这一剂无力针（也就是消沈一阵子），让自己静下来，不再躁动，治愈才可能完成。