For the first time ever, my pen metaphorically hestitated over writing her, because I thought, everyone will think this is my response to what's happened to me.
For the first time ever, my pen metaphorically hestitated over writing her, because I thought, everyone will think this is my response to what's happened to me.
第一次，我犹豫了很久写她，因为我想，每个人都会认为它是我对发生在我身上的事的答复。